MY HEARTS BROKE LIKE A PIGGY BANK WAS SLAMMED

Hearts broken, like a piggy bank that was slammed. Because? That's because if i'm is willing to say "IS OLD" it's not too, so just tell him that I loved as a new "ONE" that might be mean and hard to forget. He instead chose someone else to love. I know, I was not as perfect as he wants. In fact, he once said "I do not sense a case of her". Okay, I did know I was not pretty, do not deserve to "LOVE" him in the back. But, at least he could be friends with me as it once was before I loved her secretly. I feel sorry to have made ​​the news spread. Even to SBI class at school there was know, EVEN UNTIL the person asked. Sorry I was so great he loves it. That's because I'm quite sure he could be mine. But the truth? -_- Not like I had imagined. Which eventually could be like in the movies. Even if he does not love me, he can also speak directly MALE. No need in a way that might hurt the saying "I WANT TO MAKE her jealous, SO SHE STOPPED love me" That really hurts! He may not have felt what I felt. I remember the first date I began to love him. But, it's blurry. Because that date MAY long after I loved him.

Oh God, I love him, I love him, I love him. What should I do to get him to return it? What a great sacrifice to do? But this is still a love-romance like a child game. Because true love and the adults can only be done by adults as well as only adults who can understand their feelings to each other.

I want to be grown in order to make sense of the way. Who can understand each other, can truly love one another, and can attest to the love and unfortunately one another. Really jealous to see any adult dating feeling like that. Yaa but never mind, the journey is still far away. The new school looking good and correct life partner. Remember, IF Soul Mate is NOT WHERE ;)